作词 : 中西部情绪麻将

作曲 : 中西部情绪麻将

编曲 : 中西部情绪麻将

I learned to rest in places that were killing me

I'm sorry,

if this is what home feels like then I won't be back

Nobody needs me,

yet I've never felt so brave cause life's just empty

Pain's such a relief

I know I can breathe like nothing else matters

Riding on a bus

Just the two of us

Crashing into pieces at last

Wasted words I never sent still buzzing like it's from the eighties

You moved on like it meant nothing at all

If this is living,

then I'm barely alive just rehearsing goodbyes

Future is what I despise

We got nowhere to hide

In your womb,

that's where the universe lied

You never wanted to die

And yet you still tried

In this world

It's not ok to be sad

You never wanted to die

And yet you still tried

And yet you still tried

You never loved me back

And yet you still tried

And yet you still tried

You still tried